Oops.

I was so wrapped up in the beefy goodness that I forgot to mention why this week is bad.

There's nothing like starting your work week with a letter from the pres stating that your other main funder (the one that was going to step up and take the place of your original funder who got bored with funding you but not with your line of business) decided to not send you a single red cent and not only that but that the budget for next year is $300,000 less than this year's salaries... and mix all that togther and you win an all expenses paid trip to "We're-going-to-lay-you-off-ville" or her sister city "We're-going-to-keep-you-on-for-more-work-and-less-pay-and-fewer-benefits-town"

So factor that in with the fact that I'm currently visiting "PMDD-where-the-mood-swings-give-you-whiplash-ville" and just remembered that the voltage there requires different plugs, oh to hell with the travelling metaphores. I'm 2 days into a PMDD week and since this is only month three of medicated schecki I only just remembered that I have to start taking it 2 days before the week starts so that it works, and now i'm four days out and if i do start taking the pills they won't kick in until the tail end of the week what's the point anyway and besides, i have to frickin' ration the things because if i do get laid off, i won't be able to afford the damn things anyway because there's no generic because it's a new pill. granted it's just a pretty little purple version of prozac, but hey, to hell with consumers who are broke, right?

So i'm in a really lovely mood.